My god it's been ages since I've thought about putting stuff here. So... quick and concise. I'm in England atm, been here since the beginning of May and already it's July? Wth, where'd all the time go. Wow, anyway, um... I like cheese. I made a little extra monies lately so I splurged a bit, well a practical splurge, and bought a laptop. Bweehee... now when I get home I just have to fix my normal lovely desktop that my mom broke somehow ;_; Old people breaking all my shiz. What else? Hmm. It's SUMMER have a bit of fun people. Jyaa

So apparently I've been extended a membership to an International Honours Society called Golden Key for placing within the top 15% of my class last semester, grade wise. That's pretty cool. I wasn't really expecting that, didn't really try -that- hard or anything. I think this rounds out why I like University much more than I liked High School. You can do things on your own time, you can make your own schedule, you don't have to deal with the people you did in High School. It's just an all around better system, and I think if it were implemented in H.S., they might see an increase in grades and willingness to do things.

I'm sorta bored. Need to find out what day I have to go back to school so I can buy my ticket for England. God I'm so looking forward to the summer. I need a mental break. I think i've gotten to the point where I don't care anymore, although, probably not as bad as last year. I'm just trying to get things done.

*Shrugs*

Yay for Traveling

Pain is a mother fucker.

The semester is almost over...
-.-
*Exhales*

Whenever you want time to pass quickly... it slows...
Whenever you want it slow... it blows by without a single look back.

Hmmm, so I'm moving soon. And in some respects this makes me extremely happy. In others, it's not ideal...yet, we're moving to one place, to wait for another. Within the same string of apartments, but still.
I need to buy a lot of things. We're basically leaving with nothing. Everything in this house is shit and I hate it anyway. Only the stuff from my room is coming with us. Ah well, better to start from nothing, then to start with shit?

I'm waiting for my college money to arrive, so I can start looking for a car. If anyone happens to see a car worth while, preferably 2000 or newer, messaging me would be very appreciated. Anyway... I don't really know what to say. All I've been doing lately is receding into the world of fan fiction. I haven't done that in a while. This makes me joyous... and yet detached. And sometimes that can be very disconcerting. It's one of the problems I have with reading. Withdrawing from the world. Hmmm. Don't know.

It feels like I lead double lives sometimes. I'm not complete without my other half, but I'm not going to just wander around aimlessly until I'm whole again. Bunch of philosophical bullshit I suppose. But what can I say?
The musings of an unoccupied mind can never be predetermined.

What's life holding just around the corner... and do I want to know?

It's 2:30 in the morning and my head hurts. Why? I don't know. So I've decided to post to lj just because. It seems lately that the days have passed more quickly, if that's possible. Drawing nearer is the time that I must leave this place. It's really become like a second home to me. I feel so comfortable here, it's like I'm part of the family. And there's no crazy lifestyle here o.O It's weird.

I do look forward to hanging out with my friends.. and for some reason I really want a coney dog, but smeh. This summer has been good and bad, I go through it having to seriously consider how I'm going to approach my college life, which is daunting, frustrating, confusing, intimidating, and all other kinds of stuff.... and yet all I want to do is forget about that and enjoy my fleeting moments with the man I love so dear.

Why must life be so complicated? I need to win the lottery, and do my own thing, and not have to worry about what life's going to throw at me next. That would be brilliant.

So I'm planning on a few things when I get back. I'm going to build my own computer. Yay. I seriously need a new computer... and then Angela will stop hogging mine... and I can have my own stuff...

Next I need a car. I can't keep sharing with my mom, our schedules just aren't coinciding the way that's convinent for either of us. And I like being able to go off and do whatever I want whenever I want.

I'll also need a new desk for the computer and some other stuff.

S'meh I need more money.

Please don't let the summer end.

I think that having a sort-of job in England is awesome. o.O Because although I don't get paid tons in pounds - uk monies- it's double to me. I feel as though I've been able to do some things here that I haven't been able to do for a long time 'round my own house. I went kite flying a week or so ago. I haven't flown a kite in damn near 8 years.

I went to a carnival on my birthday. I love carnivals. There was an airshow, woo planes flying with pretty colors... mostly there for the rides though. I've been so busy working and going to school that I haven't had time to do the silly fun things that I think we all love doing. I dislike being so serious all the time.

It's somewhat daunting trying to figure out what I'm going to do with the rest of my life. I know what I want to study, which I think is a start, but how am I going to apply that to the real world? I don't know, I'll think of something.

Will's mom wants me to meet them in Hong Kong during one of my Christmas breaks. I think that'd be kind of cool. Add to my travel experience, just don't know how I'd work that out. Kind of expensive eh? And if I were to spend that kind of money, I'd really like to go to Japan rather than Hong Kong.

I don't know. I think we all need to stop being so damn uptight and serious. But then again, on a serious note. I need to get a car when I get home o.O Lovely huh, I don't wanna spend all my monies ;_; *Wants to win the lottery.*

So lately I've just been seeing to the slower side of life. Which in some ways leaves me restless, because I'm so used to going and going and going. But then I remember how it feels and those times when you long to just have a break. And I relish in the fact that I have one, away from the same old scenes and the hectic life style.

I've been playing Animal Crossing more lately. I just got a perfect town and now I need to keep it that way for 2 weeks so I can get my golden watering can. Mmmmmmmmmmmmm yes yes. Anyway. I need more board games here. We need to get monopoly and have a fest. O.o Yay, cheating bankers. Bwahahahaha. Or Pictionary, Pictionary's fun fun fun. Blurb. I think I'm all out of writings. Jyaa ne.

So I deem that this weekend I'm kicking someone in the ass and doing something.

I'm at college... lementing about having to attend my history class because we only have a couple more classes and I need details about the final otherwise I wouldn't even be going to class. Blarg.

I wanna do Karaoke tonight... or next week... preferrably tonight... my head needs some mindless fun activity. I feel as though the past weeks have been innumerable. They just keep going, which I guess in some respects is a good thing because you don't necessarily realize the time is passing and then suddenly, it's almost time to leave. Yay.

On the other hand, I hate how it seems endless, that we'll never be done. That I'll be stuck in these classes forever. It's tiresome. Which is why I need funness. So people in the next couple of weeks we all need to get together, afore Crimmay leaves.

I hate Pepsi. That's all they sell on campus, that shit pisses me off. Why couldn't they be getting a good contract with Coke, so I can have my delicious liquid refreshment. And why do the cafeterias have to cost so fucking much. I'm not paying 3 bucks for a fucking cheeseburger. Or 5 bucks for a fucking sandwich. They've lost their minds I tell you they've lost their MINDS.

22 days, I'm counting. Yes. Finally. Yes. Out of Winter fucking wonderland. *Dances* I think in summer, I'm going to catch up on all the lost sleep I've had. And Cheru, I'm making you my Summer Japanese tutor. Because I really really need to catch back up... and unlearn the stuff that sensei taught us so I can learn the actual language >.< Anyway people. Fucking msg me, make some plans, I need to do something.

:< Class Class Class.... ugh, JYAA.

I randomly came across this site http://www.gaminglagoon.com/?ref=35109 and bwahaha crimmay got free gaming stuff from it
I just got a 2000 wii points card from in that I'ma use to buy random games yayness
They have other stuffs too, free game time for games like WoW and and stuff

So anyway yeah, sign up damn you! I thought it'd be shit too but it's real o.O for a change

http://www.gaminglagoon.com/?ref=35109

Go there! Goooo

Mmm free stuff. I'm going for wii controllers next! bwahahhaha.